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returning to school part 3

so after a week back in school i don’t have a ton to say. i’ll give you a list of feelings i had and things that happened: a stranger asked me to prom (i said no) my choir went to uil and i had to miss it and that made me really sad because uil…

dealing with anxiety at school

so i try to avoid popping xanaxes at school so i have a few techniques for not being a gigantic mess constantly. always double check before doing something make to do lists always walk in an inconspicuous way avoid authority figures try to stay near dress code travel in a group ask for passes before…

returning to school part 2

i don’t know how people do this every day. i’m so exhausted i can’t fathom it. it’s so loud everywhere and a lot is expected of you. all in all my interpersonal experiencees have been fine but i’ve just felt like a fish out of water. i don’t know how i’m going to keep up…

returning to school part 1

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i’m in a spiraling pit of anxiety. i’m finally returning to school today and i’m a nervous wreck. i’m so worried about how everyone will treat me, especially my teachers. i don’t really know what to say but i’ll be updating you on ow my day went when i get back home. i just…

the wrong side of history

yesterday i watched a video by unnatural vegan and it made me think about who i think will be on the wrong side of history. so here’s a list: transphobes aggressive anti-vegans extreme capitalists people with outdoor cats trophy hunters the people who are trying to privatize clean water people who think police brutality is…

ED Recovery Update #4

i’m doing pretty decent. i was at the hospital with my mom as she got surgery and i managed to eat 3 meals while i was there the whole day and ate other meals at decent times. i didn’t eat “perfect meals” but i was relatively limited as my food source was a hospital food…

going out to eat

i’ve conquered a fear. for my whole life i’ve been mildly terrified of going out to eat, but recently i went out to eat and i wasn’t scared leading up to it and the experience wasn’t bone chilling like it’s been in the past. to even further improve on this is was able to eat…