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Bloggers Block and Ira Glass

I feel like it would be a little pretentious of me to say I have writers block since I’m such a casual personal blogger, but I have something that feels like how I imagine writers block feels. It’s not like I don’t have ideas or concepts in mind, I just don’t feel like right now…

Guilty About My Thoughts

Do you ever think something and then immediately feel like a bad person? I do that at least 7 times a day. I don’t know if this is a universal experience or if this is caused by my focus on being a “good, righteous person” but it causes me a lot of distress. For example,…

Morning Page 1

I’ve been hearing a lot about morning pages recently and I thought “hmm that seems like a good idea, but I don’t wanna waste that much paper”.  If you haven’t heard of morning pages, you essentially write 3 pages of whatever’s on your mind right when you wake up. I know you might think, “Mikah,…

Yelling Into the Void About Beans

Sorry I haven’t been posting a ton lately, with Mel’s death and my new job I’ve been dealing with the winning combo of being sad and busy. I’ll be really trying to place more focus onto my blog so this doesn’t die off. I love writing here and I’d like to be sure that my…

things i’m gonna get better at

this post is gonna be lowercase again because i have next to no energy. sometimes when bad things happen to me i use that as a catalyst for change and this recent tragedy hasn’t done that for me so i’m gonna motivate myself artificially. here’s some things i’m gonna get better at: singing russian dancing…

I want my little guy back.

I’m not in a good place right now. I’m so, so crushed by Marshmallow’s death so I’ve resigned myself to just studying for as long as I can so I don’t have to think about anything but words. I can’t even come within like 6 feet of Mel’s hutch because I get nauseous and start…