i’m an emotional wreck right now.
i just feel so sad and i feel that pain you get when you regret something but i don’t regret anything that i know of.
maybe i’ll brainstorm and try to find a reason i’m so sad.
- my pets are getting old
- i think about death too much
- i feel like i’m relapsing a little
- i don’t feel accomplished enough for an 18 year old (4 days left of being 17)
- there are so many things i want but i don’t know how to get them
- i’m on my p*riod
- i made the mistake of not closing my dms on tumblr and now i get a bunch of creepy messages (i closed them now so don’t try to message me)
- i feel like i’ve literally done nothing today
- i haven’t meditated in about 5 days
yeah… maybe it’s one of, some of, or all of those reasons.