I’m Crushed

My sweet boy Marshmallow died this morning.

I don’t know what happened but somehow he got out of his hutch and I think the french bulldogs scared him to death.

I feel so awful because I feel like it’s my fault for not reinforcing the closure on his hutch. I feel like if I woke up when he got out I could’ve saved him.

I had so many plans for Mel.

I wanted him to be the ring bearer at my wedding . I wanted him to finally be able to free roam 24/7 whenever I get my own home. I wanted to get professional pictures taken with him. I wanted to start taking him for walks in the stroller I got for him.

Honestly I just wish I could’ve said good morning. His favorite part of the day was when I’d wake him up by saying good morning and then I’d give him his vitamin c supplement.

He has so many treats left.

I wish he could’ve eaten them all.

I’m just crushed.

I hope in heaven he’s eating all the apples he wants. They were his favorite.

I’ve been crying on and off since 8am and I still feel like I have more tears left.

I don’t know what to do but I’ll give you some pictures of my pretty boy.

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grinding down his chompers

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getting kisses

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baby picture!
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his first time meeting peanut

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i really believe he loved me

 

 

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marshmallows first strawberry
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size comparison
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he thought he was sneaky

thank you so much for reading.

Marshmallow loved attention so he’d be happy to know people are reading about him and admiring how handsome he was.

I love you marshmallow

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4 thoughts on “I’m Crushed

  1. My heart hurts with yours. I know what it is to lose a pet and I’m so so sorry. He absolutely loved you and I’m sure he knew you loved him too! You gave him a great life. It’s not your fault, it was his time… I’m so sorry for your loss 💔💔💔

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