I have a baked potato in the making in the oven as I write this post and I’m actually excited for dinner. I wish they had the tofutti sour cream at the store when I went though because that would make my potato experience 10x better.
I’ve been pretty apathetic when it comes to my meals lately.
I haven’t felt super motivated as far as eating goes and I’ve been eating pretty much the same foods for a few days but a wrench got thrown into my machine today.
My mom brought home a green smoothie for me.
That was really nice. 🙂
It feels like the small change of having this smoothie has pretty much reinvigorated my appetite.
I even ate a snack today!!!!!!!
Can you believe it!?
I’ve been taking adderall for a few years at this point and it still really suppresses my appetite. When I take it before I study I have to force myself to have meals for pretty much the rest of the day because it obliterates my appetite so much.
I think I should ask about a different medication next time I’m at the doctor.
I’ve been super nauseous for like 6 days at this point and it sucks. Taking anti-nausea medication barely helps.
I think it’s not illness nausea, I think it’s anxiety nausea.
I’ve been super burdened by my aggravation about work stuff and the all consuming terror of interpersonal interaction that I can barely think of anything else.
Even today when I was on twitch I couldn’t resist talking about being anxious and nauseous.
new food alert!
I’ve been really into granola lately. In fact this morning I finished the last of the granola in the house.
I would sometimes have granola at the center at breakfast and it was fine, but I think it’s even better when you aren’t in a controlled environment.
I need to incorporate these line text breaks into more posts.
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Bye for now!