ED Recovery

ED Recovery Update #14

I have a baked potato in the making in the oven as I write this post and I’m actually excited for dinner. I wish they had the tofutti sour cream at the store when I went though because that would make my potato experience 10x better.


I’ve been pretty apathetic when it comes to my meals lately.

I haven’t felt super motivated as far as eating goes and I’ve been eating pretty much the same foods for a few days but a wrench got thrown into my machine today.

My mom brought home a green smoothie for me.

That was really nice. 🙂

It feels like the small change of having this smoothie has pretty much reinvigorated my appetite.

I even ate a snack today!!!!!!!

Can you believe it!?


I’ve been taking adderall for a few years at this point and it still really suppresses my appetite. When I take it before I study I have to force myself to have meals for pretty much the rest of the day because it obliterates my appetite so much.

I think I should ask about a different medication next time I’m at the doctor.


I’ve been super nauseous for like 6 days at this point and it sucks. Taking anti-nausea medication barely helps.

I think it’s not illness nausea, I think it’s anxiety nausea.

I’ve been super burdened by my aggravation about work stuff and the all consuming terror of interpersonal interaction that I can barely think of anything else.

Even today when I was on twitch I couldn’t resist talking about being anxious and nauseous.


new food alert!

I’ve been really into granola lately. In fact this morning I finished the last of the granola in the house.

I would sometimes have granola at the center at breakfast and it was fine, but I think it’s even better when you aren’t in a controlled environment.


I need to incorporate these line text breaks into more posts.


Thank you so much for reading!

I hope you had/ will have a nice day!

If you’re going through ED recovery and wanna talk about it, my comments and email are open!

Bye for now!

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