It feels like this blog is just gonna become a compilation of me complaining about how I’m dissatisfied with my life.
I just want everything in my life to go well but it feels like that won’t be happening.
Let’s discuss the plan.
Yesterday I spent a while in an existential state of discomfort because I remembered that death is inevitable so at some point I’ll have to do something so I don’t die a nobody.
As I always do, I made a to do list.
The plan lasts over the course of the rest of 2018 and the entirety of 2019.
I won’t give out details because I keep my tricks secret, but I’ll tell you the plan for November.
Since my work schedule will be increasing in hours, I’m gonna probably lose sleep for the sake of this but essentially:
- blog daily
- post on instagram daily
- follow my tumblr post schedule (that I set up in September and have yet to follow)
- Stream on Twitch at least 4 times a week
- promo promo promo
- take as many photos as possible (even if it’s a photo of grass, blog posts with photos get more reads)
- study 1 hour every day
I sang on Twitch yesterday and was very pleasantly surprised that people thought I was good at all. My next big purchase will be a sufficient microphone so that I can record higher quality audio of my voice because it turns out I’m not the least talented person on earth.
The ultimate dream is to make a career out of singing (my plan is basically to replicate Troye Sivan but not make Troye Sivan-esque music), so November is basically a month to try to build an audience to want to listen to me.
I don’t know if you’ve heard a lot about how Destiny’s Child trained, but I’ll give you a basic idea of it.
In the summer, Matthew Knowles would put the girls through “summer camp” where they would do things like jog while singing (to increase their lung capacity), dance for hours, diet (this one is only a rumor), and take long voice lessons.
I want to do a “summer camp” for myself.
I’ve decided my “summer camp” will be from November to the beginning of January.
I’m not only going to be putting a lot of effort into my planned endeavors, I’ll also be putting a lot of effort into things like the health of my hair and remembering to take vitamins, and pushing myself further in my stretches. Daily things that can build up, you know?
I’m gonna be better.
I’m gonna be the best at something.
I’m gonna sound like less of a crazy person. (that’s the comedic relief if you didn’t catch on)
I’ll keep you updated on my self improvement hopefully.
I have to go to work in 2 hours and I need to shower so I should do that now so my hair will be even the slightest bit dry by the time I’m at work, so I’ll leave you right now.