I haven’t written morning pages in probably over a month.
I have some things to talk about.
I do not like the new wordpress text editor one bit.
I like that it’s easier to add stuff like audio to a post and I like the color settings, but… pretty much everything else is not great.
I’ve had 2 experiences where I save a draft and exit the editor to do something else only for my draft to be deleted. I can’t figure out how to add tags to posts. It’s really hard to click back to type in a past sentence.
I just don’t like it.
But it’s prettier.
I think it’s more for business people than bloggers.
I think I’m being taken advantage of at my job.
When I was promoted to manager I was very excited to get a raise. I wasn’t told what exact amount my raise was until like 2 weeks of managing though and I was very disappointed to find out that my raise was only 1 dollar. I may not have been so disappointed if my coworker who was promoted alongside me wasn’t given a 2.50 dollar raise. And she’s working part time while I’m full time.
I think I’m gonna ask my boss to basically demote me. I don’t think I’m getting paid enough for the amount of work I’m doing.
This is just motivation to start working harder to make money other ways though.
It feels like my life isn’t very enriched lately.
I feel like I’m constantly tired and trying to catch up with something.
I also hate that my work is kinda ruling my life. I feel anxious to, for example, post on instagram on my days off because I don’t want my coworkers to be jealous of me. That’s really dumb and I’m trying to get over it. Trying to remind myself that none of this will matter in like 3 years so…
I’m having a really tough time writing this post.
I should have dedicated to sitting down to write it instead of going to make and eat breakfast in the middle of writing.
I think I’m gonna be done for now because I have stuff to do before I leave for work.
I’m scheduled for 9 hours 😦