I have a fever.
I think I’ve written a post while I had a fever before, right?
Who am I kidding, none of you would be able to recall something so specific.
I have a morbid fascination with fevers and illness in general.
I think it’s because I used to hang out at the hospital a lot when I was a little kid. For a while when my mom worked nights and I was too young to be alone, she would find an empty hospital room and I’d sleep at the hospital then she’d drop me off at school the next morning. I always really liked the hospital. I like how the beds are adjustable, and the color of the lights, and that the bathroom was connected to the room, and how hospitals smell. I don’t know how to explain the hospital scent. It’s just nice I guess.
I still really like visiting the hospital when my mom has to do some sort of errand up there.
I like to look at those “medicalcore” pictures on tumblr quite a bit. In fact I’m pretty sure my most popular post on tumblr is a picture of the wall in the ER room I stayed in when I got pneumonia. I still get a handful of likes on it every week and it’s over 4 months old.
It’s cool to have a log of your thoughts that you can go back to whenever you feel like it. Sometimes I’ll be feeling/doing something and the first thing that comes to mind is how great of a blog post this could be.
That’s what led to me writing right now.
I feel completely delirious, and I can imagine that anything I write right now could potentially be entertaining.
I always describe things as “feeling like a fever dream” and right now, my existence feels like a fever dream.
I think I may have more than an infection. I never get fevers when I have a sinus infection.
Whatever, hopefully the antibiotics take care of it.
I just thought of this gif I saved.
Take a look at it.
God, my sense of humor is ridiculous.
I’m gonna end this entry now.