first purchase with my debit card!

i made my first purchase with my card today!

i’ve been debating what to use it for and i finally settled on a decision this morning.


i bought my first japanese branded dress!

it’s an axes femme dress and i’m super excited because it was in my opinion a really decent price and i’ve wanted a similar dress for a while.

why are all of the floral patterns available in the US so weird?

i don’t know how to explain it they’re just… garish.

they’re always too bright and large and the pattern doesn’t match up well on the form.

whatever i can’t be bitter because i’m so excited about my dress!!!

p.s i made my first paycheck from monetizing my blog today! 6 whole cents woohoo!

p.p.s if you really like my blog and want me to make a few more cents please recommend my blog to your friends. ♡♡♡♡

p.p.p.s i’m still working on my language tips post and video and they should both be up on friday ♡


a girl can dream

happy sunday


for the past year or two i’ve wanted to buy a furla candy bag.


i dont have $250 to buy one so i’ve decided i’m going to dedicate some time to saving money to buy one.


i’m really dedicated to changing my overall image before  start college because i think i’ve been dressing a lot more casually and masculinely than i prefer as of lately. it’s really tough to find cute feminine clothes online nowadays because of that awful unicorn-mermaid trend where everything has to be iradescent, holographic, neon, saturated, and ugly. i wish japanese himekaji style clothing was more popular in the US because it feels like everything girly is either tacky unicorn garbage or overly sleek blush, camel, and black mature clothes. I JUST WANT SUBTLE FLORALS AND CREAM!


another thing i want to complain to you about is how i can’t wear cable knit sweaters year round. i don’t want to dress completely different for each season, i don’t have that type of money nor do i think t-shirts are in any way cute with the exception of the 2 t-shirts i ever wear.

whatever i’m just bitter.

by the way, since we’re talking about clothes… i like the balenciaga platform crocs and i kind of want a pair.


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i think they’re cute and they make me think “baby spice walking to the mailbox”

too bad they’re $850.

p.s it’s mothers day so here’s the obligatory photo of me and my mom hugging


just gonna say that i love my mom with all of my heart and i hope to always heve her in my life. don’t wanna say too much else on this post because it’s rambling but i’ll write about my mom later.

OOTD: may 8th

note: a lot of people in real life are interested in my outfit details so i’ve decided to give outfit details for outfits i get compliments on so that people who like what i wear can buy the clothes for themselves.

sweater: amazon

bodysuit: fashion nova

leggings: lularoe


boots: amazon

bracelet: charming charlie


this outfit is pretty plain but i wear cuter stuff sometimes i swear, people at school just really seemed to like the sweater.

fashion nova review <3

i made a post a while ago about ordering clothes from fashion nova. well my clothes are here now and i wanna style them. as a side note this is my first time taking flat lay photos, i wouldve showed you the clothes on but honestly my mirror is dirty and i dont wanna clean it and i dont have anyone to do a photoshoot with. ill be reviewing the clothes as i show you my amateur flat lays and ill link to all of the clothes at the end of this post. THIS IS NOT SPONSORED but i would love if it was. fashion nova please sponsor me.

ok, so these outfits are pretty basic and also pretty femme since thats my general style and i didnt want to include non-fashion nova items.

please note

  • all of these photos have the filter “delight” from meitu put on them so the lighting is more even across the board
  • these outfits are basic because i ordered basic pieces
  • this is mainly a review
  • this is my first time buying jeans in about a year and a half
  • i also ordered a romper but with a romper, the romper is the whole outfit, i will however link the romper at the end of this post

burberry esque


this outfit is probably my favorite since it’s ungodly comfortable. the top is the straight to it bodysuit, the bottoms are the madeline high rise printed leggings, and the belt is the black part of the back to basic belt set. these leggings are so comfortable and remind me of lularoe leggings without the thick waistband. theyre super soft and nice. the bodysuit is comfortable and it makes my boobs look huge. the belt is super nice and i love that the buckle is rounded instead of square.

around the house


the top is the straight to it bodysuit and the bottoms are the everyday basic shorts. these shorts are super comfy and tight so they dont bother my legs by flapping around and chafing. the bodysuit is just like the black version but in this one since the fabric is white there is a possibility of showing off your nipples if you go braless.

*john travolta voice* SANDY?


this outfit reminds me of sandy from grease but casual. the top is the fool in love off the shoulder bodysuit and the jeans are classic high waist skinny jeans in dark while the belt is the black belt in the back to basics belt set. the jeans are really stretchy and flattering but something i’ve noticed is that the darker colored jeans are less stretchy than lighter colors. i would assume this is because the lightening process affects the structural integrity of the fibers making them more malleable. the top is super cute and also makes my boobs look huge, my one criticism is that the buttons are real so i get gaps in between the buttons on my chest.

i’m a cloud

the top is the straight to it bodysuit and the joggers are the leyle jogger pants. i love these bottoms. they’re really interesting in that the material is almost crepe like but still thick. also nice is the fact that on the joggers the aglets are metal so that’s a nice luxe touch.

i-i-i im a a little butterfly

the top is the made me do it top in mauve the jeans are Classic high waist skinny jeans in medium blue and the belt is the brown belt in the back to basics belt set. i’m in love with this belt it’s super cute on and i prefer brown to black. these jeans are stretchier than the darkest wash and are very comfortable. the top is super cute i just wish the back was cut higher but that’s only because i’m insecure about my upper back. the top reminds me of a butterfly or a papillon dog’s ears when on.

emmaline top two ways

both of these tops are the emmaline top while the light blue jeans are classic high waist skinny jeans in light blue and the white jeans are super high waist denim skinnies in white. i like the emmaline top so much that i bought it in two colors and that’s all i have to say about that. both of these jeans are absurdly stretchy and i love them the most of all of my jeans from fashion nova. my only criticism of the white jeans is that i wish they had belt loops.


now to the bread and butter of this blog. how i felt putting on these clothes.

i actually felt pretty good. i was still pretty critical of myself but since all of the clothes fit i wasnt hypercritical. i love it that fashion nova is catering more toward people like me who always have a gap in their jeans from other stores. this all in all made my experience great and didnt exacerbate any distaste i ahve for my body since clothes fit so i didnt feel like my body is wrong.



outfit 1:

Straight To It Bodysuit – Black

Madeline High Rise Printed Leggings – Multi

Back To Basic Belt Set – Black/Tan


outfit 2:

Straight To It Bodysuit – White

Everyday Basic Shorts – Lilac


outfit 3:

Fool In Love Off Shoulder Bodysuit – Black

Classic High Waist Skinny Jeans – Dark

Back To Basic Belt Set – Black/Tan


outfit 4:

Straight To It Bodysuit – White

Leyle Jogger Pant – Blue


outfit 5:

Classic High Waist Skinny Jeans – Medium Blue

Made Me Do It Top – Mauve

Back To Basic Belt Set – Black/Tan


outfit 6:

Emmaline Top – White

Emmaline Top – Rose

Super High Waist Denim Skinnies – White

Classic High Waist Skinny Jeans – Light Blue



please dont think im bragging i just wanted to review and style some clothes  (✿˵◕‿◕˵)