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Last Entry of 2018

Hi everyone! I’ve been out and about from sunrise to sunset for the past few days so I haven’t taken the time to write out a blog entry, but my mom and I are waiting for a dinner reservation right now so I figured I’d write. I really don’t like sentimental mumbo jumbo, so this…

on break

I’m blogging at work right now so this post probably won’t be my best work but whatever. You know how I told you about that girl that used to work at my store who came in and made a scene? She came in again today… uuuuuuuuuuUUUUUUUUUUGH Did she not get the hint? But luckily she…

ED recovery update #8

i’ve been having some ED thoughts and urges but not a ton. my biggest urge currently  is to delay meals. like when i’m due to have a meal i often find myself thinking “i can wait another 30 minutes”. recently i’ve been having snacks which is new. they’ve been very low calorie (i know i…

discouraged: intro to the week of vapidity

i don’t feel comfortable writing personal posts right now because of the backlash i’ve received for my last post. i think with my current mental state (sad, slightly suicidal, terrified of the future) i shouldn’t post anything to encourage the people in my life to respond negatively. so i’m declaring this upcoming week the week…

new development: cravings

*tell me if you like the center alignment in the comments* i get cravings now. they’re mainly for anything garlic and/or bread. you may have noticed an abnormality in a post i posted about a week and a half ago that i craved sourdough bread. that’s not a super new thing, i got occasional cravings…

London

my beautiful grey kitty london died today at about noon. im inconsolable so i need to vent or whatever this post is. as i write this im crying and waiting to get her cremated. im gonna tell you all about her: i got her when i was 5 and i dont have any memories where…

graduating from treatment today

this is gonna be a short post since ill be writing about actually graduating later today. im very excited. i kinda wanna cry because im not sure if im ready to return to the “real world.” today i plan on looking cute so im wearing my black turtleneck, black heeled jellies and my lavender wide…